Friday, September 04, 2009

Serenity Experiment Update

"I will close my mind to what I hear and see when it tempts me to quarrel or resent." One Day at a Time in Alanon.

The not resenting thing is going well. Also, the not quarreling part. But the disciplined life part is improved rather than perfect. It may be that I will have to accept my limitations before serenity arrives. My bed is made most days. My house is usually in order. I'm usually dressed before noon. My meditation practice is coming along. I just wish I was consistent. But I am powerless over my character defects and need the help of God to change. Does that mean if I'm still not perfect, it's God's fault? I wish. But no. So, back to my mantra - never, never, ever give up!!

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